Losing My Ground by Fergie

Don't know what day it is

What's going on?

Is this real?

Oh no, no, no, no, no

I woke up short of breath, but I've still got a long day ahead of me

I don't know what day it is but tell me 'cuz I gotta know who to be

Is this me up in the mirror? 'Cuz I thought it was somebody else

Well it's a realization, when you find out you don't even wanna look at yourself

Where do I go?

What do I do?

Who do I turn to?

I'm losing my ground

Who am I now?

Where does it end?

How did it all begin?

I'm losing my ground

Well, hit my feet, it time to hit the streets

And get my life back together again

Well, this place is all a masquerade

So tell me where in line can I cut in?

Downtown wandering aimlessly around still don't know what I'm tryin' to find

Well you could flash all the pretty lights in front of me, I still won't see the signs

Where do I go? 

Who do I turn to?

I'm losing my ground

Who am I now?

Where does it end?

How did it all begin?

I'm losing my ground

I'm losing my

I'm losing my

I'm losing my ground

Where do I go?

What do I do? 

Why do I do this to myself?

Why do I do?

Why do I do?

Why do I do?

Don't wanna go back there

Don't wanna go back there

Where do I go?

What do I do?

Who do I turn to?

I'm loosing my ground

Who am I now?

Where does it end?

How did it all begin?

I'm losing my ground

Ground

I'm losing my

I'm losing my

I'm losing my ground. 

Well done. The galau things are officially OVER.

I'll get over you since this very moment.

Thank you for all the helps, supports, times, laughs and
everything that we've shared in the past few weeks.

Maybe we don't have any shot at all.

-S

HEY.. WAZZZAAAAAAAP!

Hey folks, long time no see since my last posting. How's your days going? Mine was sooo busy. There are some stuff that I have to take care of. Ummm, I was too much galau last week; posting a zillion galau tweets, using a very galau on BBM status, and another annoying threads. I really want to apologize, dear pals. But I'm OK now, with a cliche defense from a broken-hearted Project Officer: he DON'T deserve me because I'm a way too precious.

And by the way.. someone is (finally) coming back home :) He's my very long time crush :D

What else?

Oh yeah, since everyone make their avatar using datc one D.I.Y I become very curious about this one. And finally I made one :)

Oh, I heart its lips and eyes :)

-S

I'm Afraid of You

I'm afraid of you.

I'm afraid of the people you meet since you wake up 'til late night.

I'm afraid of the people you smile at.

I'm afraid of the people you passed with.

I'm afraid of the words you don't speak.

I'm afraid f the thoughts you don't share.

-S

Missing Bus Home

Oh no, I just missed my bus home, again
How careless I am!
I must be walking too slow

Or maybe the driver want to pee so he has to make it to the nearest toilet
Or the bus won’t save so God won’t let me get in it. Or it is my bus home

Whatever,
I’m so upset to miss the bus which means I have to wait the next bus

Really,
I hate it when I have to wait

Because there are interesting in the waiting room;
a muddy newspaper,
an ashtray,
and the worst is its solitude

Wait..
it’s not my first time missing the bus
I have bus schedule so that I know when they’re coming,
waiting,
and leaving.

There are station sold the schedule
Tick tack tick tack 
The bus isn’t coming yet

Oh, I hope it won’t rain
It’s midnight already
and I’m all alone in this bus stop
I hope another bus coming faster so I can come home soon

-S

Hujan Bulan Juni by Sapardi Djoko Damono

tak ada yang lebih tabah dari hujan bulan juni

dirahasiakannya rintik rindunya kepada pohon berbunga itu

tak ada yang lebih bijak dari hujan bulan juni

dihapusnya jejak-jejak kakinya yang ragu-ragu di jalan itu

tak ada yang lebih arif dari hujan bulan juni

dibiarkannya yang tak terucapkan diserap akar pohon bunga itu

* * *

I'm NOT sincere enough to be like that rain. But I used to keep my feeling away from people, from you, which led to a very deep heartache. I'm NOT wise enough to letting you go when our time is up. So there are many nights in which I cry over you. The nights full of remorse where I imagine if I told you this feelings. And in the end, the circumstances push me to letting you go.

-S

Calling You by Blue October

Theres something that i cant quite explain
I'm so in love with you
you'll never take that away

and if i said a hundred times before
expect a thousand more
you never take that away

well expect me to be
calling you to see
if you're OK when I'm not around
asking if you love me
i love the way you make it sound
calling you to see
do i try too hard to make you smile
to make a smile

well i will keep calling you to see
if you're sleeping are you dreaming and
if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me
i cant believe
you actually picked...me

i thought that the world had lost its sway
(its so hard sometimes)
then i fell in love with you
(then came you)
and you took that away
(its not so difficult, the world is not so difficult)
you take away the old
show me the new
and i feel like i can fly
when i stand next to you
so what if I'm on this phone
a hundred miles from home
i take the words you gave
and send them back to you

i only want to see
if you're OK when I'm not around
asking if you love me
i love the way you make it sound
calling you to see
do i try too hard to make you smile
to make a smile

i will keep calling you to see
if you're sleeping are you dreaming and
if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me
i cant believe
you actually picked...me

well i will keep calling you to see
if you're sleeping are you dreaming and
if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me
i cant believe
you actually picked...me

i will keep calling you to see
if you're sleeping are you dreaming and
if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me
i cant believe
you actually picked...me






-S

My Favorite Landscape on Earth

As God create a multifarious kind of landscape, the sea, the coast, and the mountain are my favorite! For me, they symbolize serenity, jeopardy, and mystery. Below you'll see my A-list of some breathtaking landscapes where I'm dying to visit.

This is Mount. Bromo, East Java, Indonesia where, I hope, someday my soul mate will propose me ;)

Those are Bora-Bora Island in French Polynesia.

Besides, I heart a town or a village located in a rugged portion coast the most. Its contour create a different level to the buildings standing on it.

The most breathtaking Santorini Island in Greece where "Sisterhood of a Traveling Pants" filmed a scene.

Amalfi Coast, Italy.





Cinque Terre, Italy which have five villages: Monterosso al Mare, Vernazza, Corniglia, Manarola, and Riomaggiore.


-S

♥ ESPADRILLES AND WEDGES ♥

Well, I'm NOT really in to fashion but I HAVE TO admit that these espadrilles and wedges are somehow flicked me!

And now, I'm desperately looking for an espadrilles.
A beige one, maybe :)


-S

Lundi, 1er Novembre 2010

Quel jour! No, it's not an über exhausting day but it's kinda great one to start this month. Oh God, I really wish all the good things keep coming... Amen. There are some good things that happen today, let me show yaaa...

First: my last mid-test for this semester (Bahasa for Academic Purpose) wasn't that bad. And thank God, finally the mid-tests are over!

Second: the first year and the second year student are keep coming to get 107.9 RTC UI FM's application form.

Third: Safiek, Bena, and I had a random walk to Margo City where we foound our mates grabbing some stuff at Centro. And yeah.. I just simply fallin' for these cute stilettos:






Nah, I haven't buy it yet. I hope one (or both) of them could be mine very soon :) And this blueberry cheesecake was another thing that I got today. JSYK, I kinda want it since a very long time ago ;)

Unfortunately, between those good stuff there's something that make me feel screwed. Nah, it's not exaggerate at all. It's really piss me off dear OLIMPIADE UI 2010's crew!

Please.. dear human, throw your annoying billboard away!


-S