The Rainbows

It was Monday, December 1 2008. It's raining in the afternoon. After class, I decided to go back to my board right away. I was afraid if it's raining again, beside I bring no umbrella. FYI, I always like the smell after the rain. It's a way relaxing :)

I look at the afternoon sky. There were two rainbows. Aye. Two. There was a space between them. A span if we look them from here, the earth. But it's maybe more than a hundred thousand kilo meter in the exact distance. Both of them are beautiful. They look so... charming. They don't need to have some different things to look compatible.

It was a God's will not to get them together। Putting them in distance to keep their beauty. They'll keep their own charm until the sky becomes orange. Maybe the beauty remains if they stay away from each others.

-S

Love Is a Loosing Game

Well well... Talking about love is totally a MESS. It's come and go as it pleased. Without saying "Hello" and just "Goodbye". Unpredictable. We will never know to whom we will fall for until the day. The day when the one you fall for start to satisfy your mind. Il vient et reste dans notre tete.

Have you ever wonder why we fall for this guy? Poor us. OK, poor me. Because I think I will never have a good reason to explain. Like everyone said, if we found the reason why we love someone. Then is not love. As they say that love has no reason, has it any foundation? Like... like a building. To make the sturdy one, we have to start build a strong foundation. Another question comes out, what's the different about "foundation to love" and "reason to love"? Anyone? Oh really, this things confuse me. Is love have something in common with sacrifice? Because everyone said (again), love is a sacrifice. If we recall that most of the love stories have it. Another question, is love will always give and will never strive?

If it's so... I've never been in love. Because during this time, I mostly have some reasons to love someone. And about that sacrifice's thing, which I take as a "give", for me it's usually followed by a "strive". See, that was not what love is. Maybe love is the time when a couple voluntarily give every inch of their own to each other. Maybe it depends on your luck. If you lucky enough, you will get into what I called as win-win condition, the circumstance where none about to aggrieved. Or if you're in a bad luck, it will be win-loose condition, where one take an advantage of another and the other got nothing. Yes, sometime it's a loosing game.

-S

1st Posting

There was a time when the need to share anything that satisfy my mind become very unbearable. And finally, I made this blog in the ad hoc. (:

-S